11:52 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009
Lots of things on my mind. The mind is indeed a hard weapon to control. Memories came flooding back like nobody's business. I finally realized the rational that when deep injury is done to us, we will never recover until we forgive. I admit that I was too naive, thinking that she will change, but I can't believe I was so wrong about it. I have tried my best, but the moment I saw her, I knew immediately that I can't forgive and definitely can't forget the things she said or did to us. Yes, she will always be the biggest bane in my life.
Anyways, went for my grandma's 91st brithday yesterday~ =DD Here's the photos ^^
7:24 PM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Lots of things have happened recently and seeing her in such pain and torture, I no longer hate her, instead my heart is full of pity for her. It has came to a point where haggling over who's right and who's wrong has no more significance anymore. Though i had hated her before, this is not the outcome i had wished or wanted. I am in fact mentally and physically exhausted already. It's time to forgive and forget, what's past is already in the past. There is no reason to dwell upon it. We live in this world not for the past but for the present and future. =)Overcoming obstacles is what makes a person grows up.
12:08 PM
Friday, November 13, 2009
Sometimes reality hurts. Thats why I don't dare to ask, I started to pretend not to know anything, I started to live in my own tiny world. Sometimes, I don't understand what people are thinking. Really, what do I really get in return by being kind and helpful to others? NOTHING!! People just treat you as a fool!! So, I started to see how cruel and sad the reality is, but for all I know, life is like that - simple yet complicated.
Sometimes, forgetting the past need not be a bad thing =)
11:41 AM
Friday, November 06, 2009
Hellos ^^ Really can't believed its the holidays now. This semester really passed by way too fast. And now, I just need to hope that my results are up to expectations =(
Sometimes, I just wished that I am a child again. Naive, innocent and get into all kinds of trouble and still getting away from it. But now, with more responsibilities, and the need to live up to everyone's expectations of me and the scary feeling of failing them... Really, who or what am I living for? I'm dying to find out~ =(
=so drained of energy=
8:42 AM
Monday, November 02, 2009
