8:54 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Just yesterday, I felt anger boiling inside me. Why does he always think so little of me? Stop thinking that everyone is as stupid and ignorant as you! Since young, you have been insulting my intelligence and hurting my ego over again and again. I have had enough, okay?? I hate to say this but it's a fact. With him around, happiness seems so far away. With him around, I have lost my freedom. With him around, I became so vexed. In fact, I even came accross this thought that as long as he is out of my life, I will definitely be much happier. Well, I can forgive but I will never forget what he did or said that have left me in despair. =)
Anyways, I have always wonder what is life really about? Why am I being brought here, in this cruel world? Izzit to make money? Or to contribute something useful back to society? Or to make the people who truly care about me happy? Yeah, life is about giving love to others, while at the same time embracing the love that others give you. Without love, life is meaningless. Love keeps the heart beating, the emotions raving, and motivating me to face the challenges of tomorrow. Yes, this is the answer - life is about loving each other. I live because there are people who truly love me and cherish me. If there comes a day when no one loves me anymore, then indeed my existence is pointless. But yes, I also must say, that life, or rather the creater of life is unfair. That's a fact to live with too. Agree?
Okays, will update about the happenings in the past 2 weeks soon. Stay tuned xD
