12:15 PM
Friday, May 29, 2009
Weets peeps, I'm back ^^
I just can't understand why do people always have this mentality that staying at home means that they are very free. Have they ever asked themselves who is the one who wash their clothes, who is the one who cook for them, who is the one who keep the house clean and tidy, etc? But all these efforts that is put in by a housewife always gone unnoticed and had never been appreciated at all. And and and, of course if given the opportunity, I think everyone would want to work, at least there is income, instead of being at home and being accused of being too free, etc. I really feel unworthy for my mum. =(
As the saying goes - Behind every successful man, there is a greater woman.
I'm having extreme moods swings lately. Yeap I'm not working now, but that doesn't mean i'm not progressing in life. I'm helping my mum with household chores, I am studying statistics to prepare myself for school, and lots more and i am very sure i am not 100% idle. I am doing stuff, just at my own pace, but the setback is no income, no savings, no helping my family to reduce burden. Give me 3 years, upon graduation, and I will continue the path that everyone takes. xD
8:02 AM
Saturday, May 09, 2009
Weets~~~ I have just recreated my facebook account after closing down my old account for 1 year. Well, it will be a new beginning, a new start. =DAdd me at huiqian_88@yahoo.com.sg. Cya there xDDDDDDD
5:06 PM
Monday, May 04, 2009
Sometimes you ask yourself if you will see yourself doing something that you love 10 years down the road.
Sometimes you ask yourself if you even have a stand in the whole picture.
Sometimes you wonder, if putting in effort is all worth it if you know that it is impossible to achieve.
There are somethings in life that once you hit a certain time of your life, it's really hard for you to go back to square 1 and try, where as people are already way in front of you.
It's like chasing after a train that you've missed and the rest of the passengers are already on board the train. How can you win the race? How can you even catch up with the train? By running damn fast, do you think it's really possible?
Yes it is, some might say, maybe because you're the passengers on the train, thats why you feel that it's possible. Try to be the one running after the train.
It's possible, but how long can your stamina last? How long can you endure? Do you really think one can run faster then a train?
It's unfair for runners to start at different point of the track, but both of your ending point is the same. But yea, like what people always say, life is never fair.
So should i even waste my time trying and fighting when i know that something is impossible?
It's not that i never try, but it's sometimes just too late.
Sometimes it's even easier to get the train to chase after people, it's way way way faster! right?
I want to remember this something that i love as a beautiful thing, as a happy thing, as an enjoyable issue. Not the waste of energy, efforts, and pain that is being compared to running together with a train.
It's disheartening, and it's demoralizing.
Well, it's always better to stay in something that you are good at than at something you are way below, isn't it? Maybe one day i will find something that I am confident in and that I will definitely excel in. I have to and I will.
Sometimes one should just learn to move on. :)