9:44 AM
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Deleted the previous post^^ YES!! My health is deteriorating again. Flu, sore throat and cough are invading my life yet again. The number of times that I fell sick within a year is countless. Furthermore, adding to all these, my wisdom tooth is causing me massive pain again. Ough~
Anyways, I am not in the right state of my mind right now. In actual fact, I'm starting to hate my life. When I received the news, I don't know what else can I do, I don't know how to react to all these unexpected happenings. There are too many impossibilities and obstacles in life. The more I tried to be more understanding, the more I couldn't control my feelings. At that moment, I really feel that life is utterly unfair. I just know that I really feel very tired, and I need a long rest. I don't know for how long can I hold on to it till I collapsed.
