5:47 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Yoz, had been having a conservation with them and we were saying that things don't stay the same as life goes on, which had always been what we are always talking about now. It's easy to say that we've to prioritise things, but it's hard to do it. Things change and your priorities will also change. The people whom you come in contact more often might probably be the ones you will grow to love more. As for friends of the past, sometimes it will look as if you aren't trying hard enough to maintain the friendships and end up losing them. Either that or it's like you're meeting up just for the sake of meeting up. And then.. you will just distant more from each other. It will therefore be impossible to say that everything will remain the same years down the road for you won't know what the future holds. So just grab hold of what you can right now and hold on to it!Anyways, went to botanic garden yesterday. And as usual, here the pics ^^
9:36 AM
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Haiz, health had been failing for me.
Eating all kinds of junk food.
Seriously irritated by you,
stupid cough, sore throat and flu,
pls go away, before drowiness overtook my head.
Pls let me be alright by tomorrow, before I lose my voice!
Been feeling hungry these days,
3 bowls of rice is not enough for me.
Looking for food to eat all the time.
LOL^^
11:57 AM
Saturday, June 14, 2008
I am currently happy with my current life and I don't want to change it. Lots of people asked why is my msn nick full of sadness. I always avoided this question, but in reality, yes, there are really too many regrets in my life and I don't want all of these to become the shadows of my life :-)
To forget the past is to repeat mistakes; to avoid facing the future is to live without a bearing; but to ignore the present is to float away like a drift-wood. Therefore we must always learn from the past, face the future and live in the present. ^^
Someone spoke to me before - "the world does not care much about how handsome or pretty you are but it is the contribution to society, to the nation, to your organisation, to your family members and to the world at large that counts. Just try to help and make this world alive with happiness, harmony and with new ideas fill the world with new inventions and new things" - and this, I agreed completely =D
Every morning, during my 35mins train trip to work, I see people from different walks of life - from people who gave up seats to pregnant woman and old folks, couples who lie on each other as if they have no backbone, people who push their way into the train, to people who reserved seats for others even though there are so many people.
Anyways, it has been the first time in my life to realise that good results does not mean anything. So what if my GPA is considered to be high by many, so what if I scored more As and distinctions than others, so what if I get the highest marks in certain modules? Haha~ yah, it doesn’t mean anything at all.
I felt that I had disappointed a lot of people - from my friends, ex collegues, family and all who are confident that I will definitely been accepted into NTU. Only till I received the letter then I realised the disappointment and amount of stress I faced. Yep, feeling really sorry to disappoint them. I’ve tried my best to score in Poly, and things are no longer within my control anymore.
But nevertheless, rest assured I will try to apply again next year, or maybe try applying for AMC?. I will not leave it at there - a mere diploma holder.
I realized that I had changed, getting more and more distant from them, avoiding gatherings with them that I used to enjoy. I dont't know what had cause the change in me, but as I said in my previous post, people do change. The society is full of dark images, though there may be bright ones sometimes, and I would like to hope for the latter! =)
Sometimes one would really wonder if everything that you do is worth it.
Was it even necessary?
Are you being appreciated?
What's the difference?
What if tomorrow never comes?
12:19 PM
Sunday, June 01, 2008
Woohoo~ 29 May 2008 marked the turning point of my life as I am finally a SP graduate, and so are many of you! Though I didn't attend the graduation ceremony, I can greatly feel the happiness in every graduate's heart, feeling that all 3 years of hard work are worth it. I have learnt much, from people who stabbed me, people who disliked me, people who envy me and people who enjoy times with me. Proud to say, my poly years is the best and happiest times that i had and I will sure miss you people.
Here, I would like to offer my deepest gratitude to lecturers, friends and all who had help shape me to what I am today. Thanks for all your guidance and patience during these three years. I would always remember the happy and joyful times shared with all of you in SP. However, happy as I am in SP, I have realized though, that your enemy, is your best friend, who teaches you the way of life.
Nevertheless, people come and goes, and I am proud to have walked the path with all of you who have made my life in SP a meaningful and wonderful experience. Don't dwell on the past, it's now time to move on and lead our own lives and set out for our very own future. Though I know that all of us will change when we stepped into the society, and we will never ever be the same again, but I just hoped that for years to come, no matter what happens, nothing will never ever affect our friendship.
