5:56 PM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
School today was alright but all the same, i was in a really low mood state. Got back maritime law results this morning. Really felt very shocked and disappointed. Got only a B for that ICA 1, damn sad sia. **SOB** Expected much better result than a mere B. The essay question on IMO enforcement was really a killer lor, most of my marks were deducted from that particular question. Maybe that is bcos i studied that topic at the last minute ba. Really feeling very depressed now, especially when i have put in effort and my effort was not appreciated and this is the result i get. Sometimes, i really feel very tired, no matter how much hard work and effort i put in, there will always be disappointments ultimately. Haiz...
12:10 PM
Saturday, June 09, 2007
YEAH...
Finally my ICA exams were over le. Now feeling quite relax and i think i will be able to sleep well at night le. Have not been sleeping well during the ICA week cos during that week, i often wake up in the middle of the night and started worrying about the exams, worrying about whether the questions will be hard anot, whether i can get the grade i wan anot and whether will there be any surprises in the exam questions anot. Really having too much worries in my mind, cannot seems to push the worries out of my mind. Maybe i am stressing myself too much ba.
Even after i have sit for my last paper on maritime law yesterday, i continue to worry, about what results will i get for my exams, whether will there be any disappointments, etc. Bcos of the ICA, i pon my comm skills for work and financial planning lecture lor. 1st time i pon lessons this sem. Feeling a bit worried, dun know what the lecturer had taught. Hahax...
Okies, so far i feel that the exam papers was so-so to me, maybe except for the ship management paper ba. I dun have much confidence in that paper. **sob**
Kks, think school re open, the lecturer will give us back our papers and then i will know my results le. Haiz, no point worrying about it now.